"And you've got no idea I'm drowningMind is racing, heart is poundingIs today the day I walk away?Maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy'Cause there are days I think we'll be alrightBut I can't keep pouring from a cup so emptyThen turn my back and try to sleep at night..." I can't … Continue reading It Was Supposed to Be You
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The Raw Truth – March 2020
The screaming pierced my ears like it did when I was a child. Chills ran down my spine. ‘Nothing has changed’, I thought to myself. You’re still the same man that you were when I moved out 9 years ago. I ran to my room, closed my door and collapsed on my bed and cried. … Continue reading The Raw Truth – March 2020
Lovin’ You Was Worth It
"I know it wasn't perfectBut lovin' you was worth itThere's still sweetness in the memoriesEven after all the hurting" He walked into my life at the most unexpected time. I was so busy trying to numb myself from all of the hurt and sadness I felt, I never expected him. I wasn't even looking for … Continue reading Lovin’ You Was Worth It
Scattered Thoughts (Oldie but a Goodie)
"Just write it all out. Just put everything that is in your head into words that make sense and then put it all on to paper." "It'll help you but it will help so many others too." I used to wonder a lot why it actually mattered if my thoughts made sense on paper. They … Continue reading Scattered Thoughts (Oldie but a Goodie)
Really Wish You Knew
Sometimes I lie awake at night wondering if I should have just kept pretending to be happy. If I should have just kept pretending that everything was okay. What I lost by trying to save myself, I often wonder if my decision to finally leave was worth it. It kills me being so far away … Continue reading Really Wish You Knew
The Ending of Forever
I’m learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me. Not many people know what’s been going on in my life lately. But I feel like I owe it to my readers because it’s been a big reason for my absence lately. So here it goes... I’m getting … Continue reading The Ending of Forever
Rivalry No More
I have always said I would never be caught sporting anything U of M (University of Michigan). I’d never cheer them on to win a game, and I certainly wouldn’t be caught at The Big House. After all, I am a Michigan State fan. But let me be honest here. I have no legitimate reason … Continue reading Rivalry No More
Let’s Get Centered
High stress, anxiety, or even depression can be really hard to deal with. What helps me is using coping skills and positive affirmations. So below I'm going to list some coping skills and positive affirmations that work best for me, as well as include a few extras that may work for YOU. Coping Skills Use … Continue reading Let’s Get Centered
What Happened to the Imagination?
To the child who reads by flashlight, Who sees dragons in the clouds, Who feels most alive in worlds that never were, Who knows magic is real, Who dreams, This is for you. What happened to letting children use their imagination? Heck, what happened to letting people in general use their imaginations? I was watching … Continue reading What Happened to the Imagination?
New Year, New Me? Not a Chance!
With a new year starting, many people believe it's the perfect time to finally start making those changes that they wanted to make all of last year, but never did. In other words, they are making their new year resolutions. Personally, I've never believed in making one. If I want to change something about myself, … Continue reading New Year, New Me? Not a Chance!
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