The Ending of Forever

I’m learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me. Not many people know what’s been going on in my life lately.  But I feel like I owe it to my readers because it’s been a big reason for my absence lately.  So here it goes... I’m getting … Continue reading The Ending of Forever

Anxiety is…

Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends, but not wanting to socialize. It’s wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It’s caring about everything, then caring about nothing. It’s feeling everything … Continue reading Anxiety is…

Focusing on the Now.

I've been to three mental hospitals in my life. Two when I was a teenager and one as an adult. Each one was different than the others; but the reasonings behind why I was there were all kind of similar. I was beginning my teen years when my struggle with an unstable mental health started. … Continue reading Focusing on the Now.

New Year, New Me? Not a Chance!

With a new year starting, many people believe it's the perfect time to finally start making those changes that they wanted to make all of last year, but never did.  In other words, they are making their new year resolutions.  Personally, I've never believed in making one.  If I want to change something about myself, … Continue reading New Year, New Me? Not a Chance!

A Christmas not so Merry

I knew that Christmas this year was going to be emotional.  I had already anticipated shedding a few silent tears while I did my best to enjoy the moments with my family.  What I hadn't anticipated was what happened on Christmas Eve. Like normal for my little family of five, we headed to my in-laws … Continue reading A Christmas not so Merry

A Birthday to Remember

Most people look forward to their birthday; it's a day that is devoted to you.  Sure, the getting older part kind of sucks for some.  But celebrating with friends and family, the day you were brought into this world, is usually pretty fun. Tuesday I turned twenty-seven.  Which means I should have been all kinds … Continue reading A Birthday to Remember